First and foremost, please do not simply dismiss this post as another thoughtless "please turn me!" plea. Hear my story.
Ten years ago, at the age of eleven, I developed my first interest in vampires and the occult. I studied this things as much as any child of that age could, but by age 13 I was doing real research. For a full decade I have researched, sought, examined, experimented, interviewed, and watched...and all to answer one simple question:
"Do I want to be Immortal?"
I at an early stage believed I may desire it, but realized I knew nothing of what it may entail. Only now, after many years' research, I believe I know all any mortal can know. The unavoidable pain and loss, the endless nights suddenly spreading out before you, and the tragic and inevitable loss of everything you have known.
This knowledge in mind, I have answered my question after all these years...and my answer is:
Yes. Yes, I do wish to be Immortal.
I am not asking anyone who sees this post to do so, nor will I beg or plea. I put my hope in this letter finding the right eyes, and that perhaps aid may come to me in my quest.