Well I am honestly just looking for help at the moment. I am confused about who I am. I have no idea any more. I dont know what to do with myself. I put on a horse and pony show for those around me but inside I am lost as to who I am. Maybe someone else can shed some light on things. Who knows. Either way... If you can help reply here or send me a instant message to Brown3y3dkitt3n- AIM ... Thanks for any help if it can be provided.